
One of my earth angels aka my sister Nancy has arrived! She has been the BIGGEST help ever. God knows I needed her here. Unfortunately she leaves in a few days and my newest princess has not arrived yet. I'll be honest I'm getting inpatient. I really want to utilize my sister while she's here so I can have some one on one time with my baby girl. It's so hard not to stress out or get discouraged since my last 2 babies came when I expected them and this one seems to be a little shy. Maybe God is teaching me patience. Man I really suck at being patient. I feel a little worn out since I've been trying to progress things naturally we've hiked, run, walked, danced, xoxoxo, swimmed, squat etc.. I'm going to talk to my midwife today about some homeopaths we can use to have a birthday today. I'm trying not to give up, but I really feel soooooooooo worn out and I desperately want my earth angel to still be here when she comes. Maybe she's receiving her last lesson from Heavenly Father, trying to prepare her for our crazy family. I'm convinced that as much as we would like to think we are in control of conception and the birthing time we are not. Okay OPTIMISM STARTS NOW!

Nancy trying to embrace Utah. We are at Bridal Veil in this picture.
No comments:
Post a Comment